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Thursday, June 08, 2006
6/08/2006 08:23:00 PM

Hey palss... i decided to jux post on my xanga from now on...but of course i will still leave this lovely blog here.. cus i really love having a blog.. hehee.. have all my fav friend's blog links.. my photo album collections...and my pretty layout.. hehee... soo.. here is the link to my xanga.. i know some of u cant leave a message cus not member... i will try to put a tag board up ok?? or else u guys can be really nice and sign up on xanga, so that u guys can comment lor.. plsss.. pretty plss.. hehee... MY XANGA WHERE I WILL BE POSTING i love you guys...

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Monday, March 20, 2006
3/20/2006 06:05:00 PM

YAY... 20th march is here again... and i am happily celebrating my 20th bdae... my weekend was really ncie.. full of wishes and presents and cakes and "princess like treatment".. hehee.. totally enjoyed it.. haha.. i really enjoyed myself.. the surprises i got from all the presents.. everyone made my weekend a whole lot better... though i had to stay up late almost every nite to study for orgo chem exam... but i am really feeling really happy at the same time... how i wish everyday is my bdae and i can forever be this happy and cheerful.. hehee... Thanks to ALL whu didnt forget my birthday.. really nice surprises and wishes... all the warm wishes are well recieved and i really appreciate all ur thots and calls and texts and messages on MSN... i love ya guys..thanks and thanks again.... serena, cindy, Ls, sathish, nel, ps, angela, willy, dav, irene, cheryl, nash, jia qing, edwin, xiu, Jq.. thanks for all the wishes... cant wait to see ya guys if i happen to go back to spore this summer... that is IF i go back lah.. hahaha... i love all my present too.. mum gave me a precious moment bed set, nash got me electronic sudoku game(yes!!! all the way from spore), second bro got me a really cool leather case for my ipod, sis in law and big bro got me a Coach little bag i always wanted, cousins got me really cute tinkerbell picture frame and the really nice smelling aroma sense thing.. really cool. i also got a personalized blanket from audrey.. really cute from disney!! my dearest bf, jay got me an isotonic mattress pad, it is really comfy.. sleeping will be great from now on with this expensive padding on my back..haha..Love them allll..i love all my presents.. i feel soo loved.. haha... THANKS TO ALL WHU MADE MY 20TH birthday such a great One...

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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
3/15/2006 09:55:00 PM

spring break is here.. i went to Ac for a stay over with my sec bro, mum and cousin... here are some pics...

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Friday, March 10, 2006
3/10/2006 10:36:00 AM

u know? i jux found out that it is the first time this sem that i have been to the com lab in sch to use the computers.. hehee... cus my schedule this sem is sooo nice and sweet.. i dun have to spend any breaks nor free time here... but today, i came to sch early cus i went to the dentist b4 this and i didnt want to go home then come to sch.. so i jux came straight to school lor... talked to my prof for a little bit and tried to study.. but i got a little too bored, so i decided to come over and use the com like i am doing now.. it is spring break next week.. YAY... no plans actually... jux going to Atlantic city for a little stay over with my mum and bro and cousin on monday... then, i got to study for my orgo mid term coming up imme. after the break and got to work also.. sian man. but on the brighter side... it is getting warmer outside and i am really loving it... time for flip flops and tank tops and little skirts and lovely outdoor fun.. hehee... i wish i have u guys back in spore here with me..so that we can have some fun together in this wonderful weather, where it is not too hot nor too cold... jux rite for great fun... i know alot of pple are asking when i will be going back to spore.. wanna know wat?? it is sad but i have to admit that i really have to cash to go back at the moment.. as much as i love to and as much as i really want to go back home.. i really dun see myself back there anytime soonnn... i am jealous of angela..she is going to go back to spore to meet with the rest this summer break.. i wish i can go back too.. i havent been home since 1.5 yrs ago. well... with that said... i duno if u guys reading this realise that i am turning 20 next week.. ARGH.. i am getting old and i am not very happy.. no more teen and i heard pple say that time pass by faster after u hit the "20" in life..... in the past when i was still in spore... i couldnt wait to be 18.. so that i dun have to borrow ID to go to club.. But after i became 18.. i was in USA where i cant even go to clubs at 18.. it is 21 to be clubbing over here... but then... it doesnt really matter if i can go club here or not lor.. i dun want to go clubbing without my gfs in spore anyway... heheee... turning 20 is going to be hard.. no friends to celebrate it with me... i really wan to try spending a bdae in the clubs with friends and all.. but i dunno if i will ever have that chance..=( let's shift the gear... 2 days ago, i toked to andrew from my church in spore... he was looking into schs in US, UK and aust.. and he asked me questions about if it is easy to adapt and blah blah... i found myself hesitating about encouraging him to come over to USA.. cus it really isnt easy to adapt to a life so diff from spore.. it is hard to leave friends u have in spore and to be here alone... it is lonely and sad.. and i have to admit that i am still feeling homesick and really wan to go home... k lah.. i think i typed a whole load of crap le.. and i dun even think alot of ppple read my blog anymore.. so i will stop here and go to class le... take care pals...

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Thursday, February 23, 2006
2/23/2006 09:57:00 PM

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Thursday, February 16, 2006
2/16/2006 11:44:00 PM

it's our first valentine's day this yr... we didnt meet on V dae itself, cus he had to work and i had to babysit... it wasnt that bad... cus everyday is V dae when it is with him..however, i went down to his place after school yesterday, one day after v dae. we went out for dinner.. hehee.. yummy and yummy... he got me a sudoku book cus i asked for one after i found myself an addict of sudoku.. haha.. and i couldnt stop playing when we got home after dinner yesterday.. till i was home.. i was still playing it.. hahaha... today.. he came down after school and surprised me with a massage session..we went to some place to have masage... HEHEEE... it was so funny.. it felt weird being touched by a man i dun noe.. WAhahahaha... but it was pretty good.. at nite we went to watch a movie. pink panter... it's pretty ok.. not too bad.. some pretty funny parts made me laughed like crazy.. we had white castle after the show.. i am sooo darn full now... and satisfied with my v dae special from him... thanks JAy.. love ya..

my food

his food

jay with gifts

us..

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it's our first valentine's day this yr... we didnt meet on V dae itself, cus he had to work and i had to babysit... it wasnt that bad... cus everyday is V dae when it is with him..however,
i went down to his place after school yesterday, one day after v dae. we went out for dinner.. hehee.. yummy and yummy... he got me a sudoku book cus i asked for one after i found myself an addict of sudoku.. haha.. and i couldnt stop playing when we got home after dinner yesterday.. till i was home.. i was still playing it.. hahaha...
today.. he came down after school and surprised me with a massage session..we went to some place to have masage.. HEHEEE... it was so funny.. it felt weird being touched by a man i dun noe.. WAhahahaha... but it was pretty good.. at nite we went to watch a movie. pink panter... it's pretty ok.. not too bad.. some pretty funny parts made me laughed like crazy..
we had white castle after the show.. i am sooo darn full now... and satisfied with my v dae special from him...
thanks JAy.. love ya..

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Sunday, February 05, 2006
2/05/2006 08:09:00 PM

SOO... does it mean that if i am the youngest, i am not successful?? if i am not working yet, i am not going to make alot of money?? if i am still in school, that means i am useless??
i've been feeling really stressed out recently, cus my family is looking down on me. they think i am useless, not earning money.. majoring in chemistry isnt going to bring me anywhere. i am not going to earn as much as them when i come out to work..
i feel like i have to make sure i become really successful, i have to drive a luxury car.. i ahve to own a huge big house, i have to earn 50K once i get out of school, or else they will laugh at me.. they will look down on me.. they will think i am useless and trash..
i dun like this at all.. i am stressed out.. i am feeling hurt.. i am feeling i am trash.. cus i cant even promise myself i can be that successful right away.. i need time, and they are not giving it to me.. i am cryiung in this heart of mine.. i hate this feeling.. i hate them.. i need encouragement, i need love, i need care.. not them pulling me down.. not them throwing stones at me..
i wan them to Fu*k Off

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
1/25/2006 12:51:00 AM

.........DISNEY ON ICE PRINCESS...........

I went with Jay to Disney on Ice tonight and it was jux SO MUCH FUN... haha.. i felt like a kid all over again... cus it was Princess Classics and it was a overview of all the Princess - Fairy Tale Stories that was ever told.. it was soo pretty and grand and cute and amazing and Goodness.. i enjoyed myself alot...... some pics maybe??? Minnie and Mickey

Aladin's elephant

this is Princess Jasmine and aladin

7 Drafts

Cinderalla's Mouse

All the PRincesses...

IN the carriage to the ball

Cinderalla dancing with her Prince

Mickey and Minnie

Princesses at cinderalla's Wedding..SO PRETTy

Fairy God Mother...

click on the pic and see the big pic... it is pretty clear...

My prince and Moi.. hehee.

that's mee.. HOME but still wondering at my Princess's land.. hehee...

Happy 25th... love ya..

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Friday, January 20, 2006
1/20/2006 02:01:00 AM

this is the 3rd post i am posting up today.. but i am a little bored and bo liao.. so here is wat i did... haha. haha i looked back at some of the old pics and came across all the pics we took in SA and i remembered that serena gave me her sa uniform.. so i tried it on.. and missed SA ALOT... i couldnt stop thinking about all the fun i had with all the friends and wearing this outfit was a flashback of memories and goodness... it was fun.. haha... i love the length...haha.. are these the skirt i passed to u b4 i left, serena? goodness... haha... this is a trip do

wn memo

ry lane..

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i love this guy.. hehee.. he puts smiles in my life no matter when and where... he is my darling and my love.

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my wisdom tooth aftermath STIll HURTS.. and i got to go to the dentist again tomorrow.. goodness.. i am tired of going to the dentist... haha.. hopefully it is the last time... they placed some strings of medicated stuff in my wound when i visited them on tues.. and they are going to remove it tomorrow, YAY but Neh cus they may put another string in tomorrow for the weekend.. SUX.. dun like the medication.. i have been dog-sitting my cousins' doggies cus my cousin went back to spore for vacation... so everyday i got to go to my uncle's place to visit and feed the doggies... 2 days ago, i found out that one of the dogs, deedee, has a very red eye... i was soo worried, i couldnt sleep lah.. cus i was scared and worried for that little dog.. So i brought the dogs to the vet yesterday and deedee has medication for her eye... i really hope she gets better soon.... i really hate it when dogs get sick, they dun tok to me and i dunno if they are feeling better with the medication or they are not. i dunno if they are ok or not, cus they dun tell me.. AHH... and i am not very good at reading doggie's body language.. haha my school is starting next monday.. a little excited..a little sian.. but i will be having a 3 days week.. having classes on mon,weds and fri.. so that is cool.. hehee...

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Friday, January 13, 2006
1/13/2006 07:26:00 PM

i got my wisdom tooth out yesterday.. the surgery was ok.. it was a little fun at the beginning with the funny gas and the IV thing... i couldnt stop laughing while breathing the funny smelling funny gas.. haha... and then it was time for the IV injection...i started counting to 10 once i saw the liquid going into my body.. i think i counted up to 6 and i got knocked off.. haha.. FUN then i guess the surgery began.. haha.. BUT I WOKE UP AT THE LAST 10 MINUTES of the surgery... i felt really dizzy actually... felt like i was drunk and crazy... but i could see the doctor stiching me up .... i saw the needle and "tread" coming out and into my mouth.. haha.. i didnt feel like it hurt but it was a little weird looking at the surgery with a drunk mind... haha.. a little funny... BUT i am in alot of pain now... i am swelling a little not very bad.. but i am in a lot of pain.. the pain killers that were given to me is not as strong as i wish they would be.. i've been home for 2 days... ALONE.... and i am in pain... i woke up at 545am this morning crying in pain... goodness... not good at all.. i need a little love... ok enuff said.... so overall.. wisdom teeth are gone.. surgery was ok... beginning was fun.. aftermath HURTS...

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Saturday, January 07, 2006
1/07/2006 01:42:00 PM

i am sick wor... thanks to my greatest BF..hahaha... he gave it to me... so it is 2006 already..AMAZING... i cant actually believe it. i am turning 20 this yr..how SAD!!! the city on the 30th of dec.. we were walking around broadway and hoping to take a last look of the rockafella tree b4 it is tore down.. GOODNess.. u have no idea how many freaking pple are there in the city.. i also lost myself in the hugh crowd.. i felt as if i was in town back in spore except it was really cold in the city and spore was ALWAYS hot.. haha.. after we saw that big pretty tree.. we went to the "build-a-bear" shop cus gwen wanso anyway... i am here to share how i spent my new yrs.. hehee.. it was all good... i met gwen inted to build her little rabbit... we were there for at least 2 hours..cus there was a line and a LOT of pple... hahaha.. but gwen had a good time..and i got my little monkey a hockey outfit...cus jay play hockey and i guess that would be the only outfit he would want me to get for my little monkey..haha....(will show u the pic later) on new yr's eve... i went to jay's friend's house with jay and his friends...it was fun... ah mo ppl can be really fun at times... hahaha..wateva... i had a great time... PICture time.. this is me and gwen at rockafella center

this is jay with my little monkey in his new hockey outfit...

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Monday, December 26, 2005
12/26/2005 12:39:00 AM

this christmas i got quite SOME stuffs... and i feel really REALLY SPOILED... and i agree that i am spoiled... thanks to ALL who spoiled me... hahaha... but i really wanna shout out a THANKSSSS... let's see wat i got this yr...

nice blue sweater
ipod nano
elf sound track
512mb SD card ---FINALLY (has been on my wishlist for A YEAR)
white polo
Blow Up "plush" chair
macy's gift card
"The Bonesetter's Daughter" Book--heard it is really good)
$100 apple store gift card--Thanks to my sis-in-law and Big bro--- i love the card they wrote me..
tigger photomasaics puzzle
lush bath ball
jeans
comfort slippers for home wear
body lotion
2 earrings, one blacelet
hat
cash
chocolates

I AM SPOILED i promise i will be a good gurl next yr...

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Saturday, December 24, 2005
12/24/2005 05:08:00 PM

MErrryyy Christmas to ALL....

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Friday, December 16, 2005
12/16/2005 01:00:00 AM

i had econs finals today...having orgo chem tomolo and on monday...and i will be done for this sem..Finally!! this sem is voer...YAY... but i am not really that excited or happy for this coming holiday... not exactly....not when after angela told me she is not coming down to NYC le and she is going back to spore... i was pretty much looking forward to meeting her lor...but dun get me wrong..i am definitely not blaming her for this.... whu wouldnt go back home for the holidays.. i would too.. indeed..i really wan to go back for the holidays... i miss Home... really miss home...i want to go back to catch up with my friend..i wan t go back to say hi to my little new nephew..i wanna go to town to celebrate christmas... i wan to go back for christmas i miss home so much..i think i can cry over here thinking about it... there is this really quiet sadness in this little heart of mine... i miss Home.. i miss my friends... friends whu i really love...friends whu probably already forgotten me.. i know i lost some already... from not keeping in touch..i lost their track of life..i dunno how they are doing..i dunno if they are still there for me...and i only have myself to blame... being this far away from home..i cant be there for my friends too.. and of course they have their own friends in spore and i am long lost in their contact list.. i am losing my friends...and being in Us and not being able to go back is jux going to make my friends forget me more... i know they do.. i know U do.. ... i jux miss home... i miss town. i miss my nite life..i miss the beach..i miss jux hanging out with my friends... my friends are forgetting me.... and this really is sad... i alway look thru the pics of the past and think back of those times...but this nv comes back in return..i know they have forgotten me already... i lost the flow with my friends...... i wanna go home...i miss home... i wan HOme...

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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
12/14/2005 10:01:00 PM

Gwen and i at NYC...

Jay acting cute....

my cousin and i

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
12/13/2005 05:07:00 PM

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Monday, December 12, 2005
12/12/2005 01:11:00 PM

SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN...finals this week... CSC on monday (TODAY...) PHY on weds. Econs on thurs ORgo chem on friday and one more orgo chem NExt monday... PRay for me ok....thanks.... cant wait for this to be over...

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
11/29/2005 12:07:00 PM

say "YAY"..cant wait for xmas..cant wait for xmas break.. i am soo stressed out during this sem and i jux need to get out of sch for a little bit... how many times must i complain that ORganic chemistry is KIlling Me.. like any other xmas...i have a Xmas wishlist... hehee... so here we Go....

Mazda 3--- this will always be on my wishlist as long as i am jobless.
Ipod nano---i really wish i have one..but i dunno if i really need it
LCD screen--- cus my monitor is too big..it is taking half the table space.
More chinese drama series--- with enhlish subtitles will be great..so all my ABC friends can watch it with me..haha
More NIce winter clothes
Part-time modeling job
Something to play on my tv in my Room--- cus i am bored alot of the time.
Gettting into either NYU, TCNJ or Villinova with scholarship.
MORE fun...
this cute plush...click here to see..
oh my goodness...this will sound cool...click here
GOSh.... i wan this throw..click here
can't think of any now... but i will definitely update when something comes to mind..HAHA...

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
11/22/2005 09:48:00 PM

very very very sad.... read from my xanga ok? XANGA

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
11/15/2005 07:13:00 PM

remember fruitella??? i am eating it now..and i am missing those days we had in Wss....goodness....

thanks for my wet chair every morning...
thanks for my full-of-doderet pencil case..
thanks for the monkey(okk) game..rememebr how fast we could go back to our sitting arrangement when we knew ms chan is coming??
thanks for all the candies and troubles we got into together...
thanks for the encouragement u guys gave
OHHH...remember the captain's ball games..i MISS THEM
our 4E1 dance for teacher's day?? ONe WILd nite...
all the fun we had...i can nv forget
I MISS ya 4E1...

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Thursday, November 10, 2005
11/10/2005 08:46:00 PM

it's finally the end of the week all over again...it's a holiday tomorrow..hence it;s a LONG weekend...SING horrray for moi...YAY...but i got to study for my organic chem....which is a KIller subject..i got to settle my application form to my other colleges too..got too much in my "to do list" and on top of that...i have to find time to rest and watch my Liu Xing Hua Yuan, i jux started watching the second season from disc 16 all over again...CUS i need entertainment...and i wan to watch chinese show so that my chinese wun be so suxy..hahaha...and of course on top of everything...i have to spend time thinking of my baby..hehee....HAHA...havent seen him in like 4 days...cus he has to work and all..SUX...and tomolo he has to go for the concert thing for school and he wun be coming to church...ARGH....Life is soo full of things to do...i wish i could stop at some pt and jux enjoy life the way i want to...... so winter break is about a mth away....wat am i going to do?? angela, u coming down to nyc?? if u are..then i think i wait wait for u here..instead of going up and then coming down here again.... rite?? u got to come to nj to visit my place ok?? haha... i am excited for my break..cus i will be done with this stressful sem..next sem will be soo great.i will have 3 days of sch out of the whole week....YAY....maybe i can find a part time job... well well well..... i am going to watch my MG2...bye for now....

ever seen me in pigtails?? HAHA....there u go..

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
11/01/2005 05:07:00 PM

ME AND MY BABY At the retreat...

At chris Tomlin's concert in the city

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